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Friday, March 30, 2007


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this post was not post
as it remain as draft for a very long time
and i forget when was it


yesterday was a BAD DAY.
i DONT LIKE my SEC 2 cry.
i dont like to look at them break down
i rather i am the one who break down instead
of them, they are the lovely devil angel.
they have 2 sides which make them interesting and fun.

if you does not know anything.
please SHUT UR MOUTH and
dont COMMENTS on my SECTION.
dont try to ACT as if you KNOW everything.
its JUST crap which you have SAID.

i love my beloved SEC 2 except david hahax.
i seriously need to talk with him in a seriously
manner. i dont want him to change.
and i dont want the section to break
seeing my SL crying fustrating
when the sec 4 leave.


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today just isnt that day for me
everything goes very wrong and un smooth.

1st- i'm still angry abt IVAN thing.
2nd- i found out i cannot attent
evan yo autography it clashes
with my band practice and it is at
bugis a place where i hate. and its 7pm

was sleepy during bus ride.
Zzz. although i sleep quite early.

went to school physic lesson
was so-so was sleepy.
but everything quite alright.

chinese lesson,that mattew
step on ruiting chair, then he saw
us walk come wanted to sit.
he stil playing with the chair
and it hit my left ankle the 1st time
when i wanted to went in, but failed
the 2nd time i went in he hit onto my
right ankle which i had sprain it for 3 timex.
blue-black le larhx.

having fun sms-ing ping tai

went back to class for POA
seriously falling asleep soon.
boring, then i didnt talk to
jian zhong purposly de.

having history re test.
i'm afraid i might fail
i pass at the 1st time
this time forget to read up.
die for sure.

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SYAHIR!! dont try to act you are pro in percussion plz.
you have no RIGHTS to scold the sec 2.
you have no RIGHT to say they suck
cause you SUCK more.

you say SYF left 7 days and they cant
play their triplet.
what abt you?
you cant even play you O.
you still finding excuses today that
"it hard to play with one hand"
you already say left 7 days,
then you should already be knowing your parts
unless you know your parts very well then maybe you
have a chance to say them but you dont have.

everyone in the section can see that you side
ivan and you think whatever SHITY things ivan
have said to the sec 2 yesteday are correct.
but you are wrong.
cause AMANDA is on the side of the sec 2
WHERE the HELL got ppl play
crash cymbals need to TRAIN their mussel.
dont talk COK lorx.

you say the sec2 dont have musicianship,
are you trying to pose as someone ?
plz larhx like you have like that.

yan qing play crash till her fingers
are very painful,and since you dunno your part
they let you have indiviuals.
yet you say
they are slacking, dont have serious attitude.while
you are the one siting at the drumset shake leg larhx.

plz lorx, almost the WHOLE section
dont like you now larhx.ou seriously giving
trouble for JOEY AND NISSAH.
i wonder how they are going to cope
with you this type of ppl, when sec4 step down.

today nissah already cry because of this larhx.
stoping giving them trouble.its not easy to be a
good and perfect SL where your section acturally
listen to you.

it will be easy if you are the one being it
with your own way which is call
you dont care.

END. of last week
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this week.


i seriously dont know what i been doing
in both band and studies.
and it is bothering me for a period of time already.

what i wanted didnt really came up correct
what i dont want came up.
its so sickening, with everything like these
coming up without a fullstop.

its no time for sitting down and reflect and
go through what i going to do abt it already.
its all about showing it.

how to show when i dont have it.
SYF it another 3 more days.[not include thursday]
3 more days make a very big different
and i might be even missing 1 day of practice.

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tuesday

band as usual
but sadly lots of hurting stuff go on
when having full band.

then 1 unhappy stuff happen ,
that is already guo qu so no point anymore
just look for the bright side.

sch rehersal was quite good
althought i know what happen larhx.
and there is no point of me nagging abt it.
i just dont want to think of any SHITY comments
or POSITIVE comments ppl have made.
i just want to care myself

myself into that music
which it is very hard for me now
when you have acturally listen to the piece for
3 months.

just dont ask me abt how i feel anymore for the piece
cause i loss my feeling already.
and after SYF its time for isolation.

i promiss daddy that after SYF
i not going to lay my finger on my instrument
or step down to the band room
till end of MID YEAR.

they will always be the one high up
leaving us 1 great mile between us and them
which we cannot make it up to their steps
[shermine]

i lost myself




SHERMINE
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Friday, March 30, 2007